A poem that a friend wrote about me -thx mrow :)

rainbows unicorns butterflys cheery?
whats this u dream about
girl ur just plain silly
shiny blades and sharp eadged things
i long for deaths embrace
these r beautiful things in my eyes
the pen is my blade
my tongue is my sword
but with fairys
i do wish i could soar
but as for unicorns
and butterflys
i say nay
because these things
are silly things
of fictitious places

Beautiful

In boxer shorts and an oversized T-shirt

I feel beautiful
Not the pretty dress with the rose on it
My hair isn't even brushed
But I feel beautiful
Of course I could never let you see me like this
I would need make-up
And atleast a bottle of hairspray
Because that's what makes me beautiful to you
When I'm not alone
What I think doesn't matter
How I feel doesn't matter

But at night like this
When I'm all alone
I can be myself
This is my turn
This is my time
To be beautiful.

Black Holes Of Nothingness

Standing infront of the mirror
Looking into mine eyes
I see a girl
Trapped
In those two black holes

She disappears
Eyes blurred by teared
But she's still there
She's crying
and hiding

That little girl
Trapped in the eyes of mine

That little girl
is a reflection
of my body.
No soul.

When she leaves,
These eyes empty.
I have no soul.
Nothing hides behind these lying eyes.

I am not a person.
I am a body,
A reflection
of the nothingness that is me.

Feed Me

Feed me.
Feed me more.
Keep giving me fuel for this feeling.
I want what I had,
But I left for a reason
I ran out of fuel for that feeling.

Take My Heart And Break It

I didn't write this but I read it and can relate. I felt the need to post this because I love it and it means something to me.


Take my broken heart,
and rip it from my chest.
Steal away my soul,
and finally put me to rest.

I dreamt about you day and night,
and I wanted you to be mine.
You watched me in my hardest days,
and sometimes you watched me shine.

Every time I saw you,
my heart would skip a beat.
Every time you said my name,
I would spring out of my seat.

I loved you with my heart and soul.
I loved you year after year.
But something always kept us apart:
our confusion, our chances, our fear.

But now there is no hope for us,
we are doomed to be apart.
Maybe I won't feel the pain
if you completely break my heart.

Just A Little Girl

Watch the flames gather and grow
Swallowing the souls
Of innocent little girls.
2 pigtails and a bow,
Now charred from the fire.

So Much Hides

So much hides
Behind a face of misery

So much hides
Within the tears that fall

Beyond the cloud of sadness
The question, is why.




I don't know what's going on anymore,
It's like the world has walked away from me.
I'm no longer a part of life.
Hiding only under thin ice
Still no one can see me.
I do not exist.
This "life" I live is an illusion.
No longer mportant,
I no longer exist.